Monday, December 31, 2007

last day

I just arrived from Bacolod just now. It was a great mini vacation. After 7 long months, I finally visited my hometown. Now I am back to work. I had a lot of realizations when I came home. First, I realized life is not the way it used to be. I mean, eveyone has grown... has changed. I also realized that this will be the way it will be now. I visiting my family for just a few days each year and coming back to Manila for work. Before, I lived 24 hours at home, now I'm just a visitor. Most of my things are with me here in Manila. I barely have clothes back home. This will be my life fom now on. It is both sad and exciting. This will be my first time to celebrate New Year without my family... specifically celebrate it alone!.... ;-)

Thursday, December 20, 2007

home for christmas

I'm so excited of going home for christmas!!! I will be taking the 5am flight of Philippine Airlines on Friday to Bacolod... and unfortunately, I'll be in Manila for the New Year... alone.

Nevertheless, I 'm very happy I will be home even for a week (after 7 long months).

Thursday, December 13, 2007

media's pen(insula)

Media has been the topic this past weeks, because of their role in the Manila Pen siege. Questions arised on media's relevance to such conflict situation and also on media's role in a democratic society. Just this morning, there was a Senate Hearing on media's arrest. Just after the Manila Pen siege, newspaper frontpages announced role of media in the rebellion. In fact, media arrests were more prominent than the Trillanes issue.

Of course, I don't want to debate here in my blog. But my stand would always be for the media. I believe the media is an important factor in a democratic state. I upheld above all the citizen's right to know pertinent information that affects a lot of people. And yes, risks are involved when covering such situation as rebellion. But I think a journalist would always have that instinct to make a choice to get a story ...and to tell that story after. As my journalism teacher would say, No story is worth one's life! A journalist can calculate if ones ife is at stake.

On a sidenote, it made me feel very proud of our thesis back in college. Our thesis was the effects of camera on people- whether they act 'normally" with or wihtout the camera, whether they act differently or if they act in their best manner if they are in front of a camera. Our conclusion was yes peope tend to act quite differently knowing that a camera is pointed at them. Perhaps not to all people, since many are used to it, but definitely to most poeple.

I mentioned our thesis, cause in the Senate Hearing this morning, it was mentioned that the media at the Manila Pen that day could have actually prevented the death and maybe torture of the Magdalo soldiers. Since there were cameras in the hotel, then the army couldn't harrass Trillanes. The military must act 'good' , since lenses are watching. If the media weren't there, imagine how it could have ended. The military could have waged war against Trillanes and probably lives could have been lost that day.

Athough, I must point that I do not agree with the siege. I think Trillanes 'overdid' it again. He could have just use his power as senator to clamor for changes. And if Trillanes 'overdid' it, I think the military had an "overkill". Why would they try to let a tank enter the hotel lobby??? OA

It's a good thing, everything ended peacefully with no deaths (except for the arrests on media). That day didn't really affect much of society. The country can now move on. It was just another normal day in the Phiippines.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

alone tonight

Jeff, my roommate, just went to China for work. He might stay there for one month. So, the room is all mine. And 2 weeks from now, I will have the whole condo for myself for more than a week. Honestly, I don't know if I should be happy about this. Although I am used to living alone (having lived in solitude for 4 years in college), I am not used to living alone with 3 empty beds. Archie will go to Davao this Christmas break and Harvy will go back to Pampanga and as mentioned Jeff will be in China. So I will be alone. Oh well.

An hour ago, I met Kayelle in a fastfood. We talked for just a few minutes kasi pa-uwi na siya. It was such a nice conversation. She said she is studying fashion and that she is very happy right now with what she is doing. I'm really happy for her. I have talked to a lot of batchmates, and most are not fufilled yet in what they are doing. But at least with Kayelle, she is and I am so happy to hear that. The world is not that cruel pala... hehehe.

God bless kayelle and to all of us who continue to dream... and believe.

Sunday, December 9, 2007

kasalan na!

It was Ate Dahlia's wedding this morning. Jeff and I went to the area around 8am. The wedding started at 10am. hehehe... It was one of the first weddings I attended. And it was the first non-Catholic nuptial I attended. Ate Dahlia was so happy to see us. I think we were one of the few people she really knows. I bet she doesn't know half of the people in her wedding (cause it was sponsored by her church). The wedding was ok naman.

I also brought a gift. When I was buying it, I realized it was the first wedding gift I bought in my entire life. I was even the one who chose the wrapper- I chose the silver metallic wrapper with white flower design. Iba na talaga ang buhay ngayon. Pang kasalan na ang binibili ko. I also realized that I haven't bought any Christmas gifts yet. I always buy gifts for my family, pero ngayon late yata ang shopping ko. I'll buy sa Bacoclod na lang. Anyway, the wedding of Ate Dahlia was memorable naman. Leeann and I became the official photographers! hahaha

Who's wedding na kaya next?

Saturday, December 8, 2007

christmas is near...

It's the holiday season once again. Every year (since birth), I am always with my family during this special season. Since I went to Manila, I always spent 2 weeks of Christmas vacation at home. But now, for the first time... I think I will just spend a few days at home... Haaaay work!!! I cannot imagine myself staying here in Manila for the New Year celebration alone. Opening 2008 with solitude is sad.

As the ABS-CBN Station ID says "Walang Mag-iisa Ngayong Pasko".... well not me. Ganito na ba every year??? And eventually, I will not be spending christmas with my family anymore in the future... I'm not a child anymore. And that's so sad.

Oh well, ganyan talaga.. I guess. It's better this way...

Monday, December 3, 2007

101

My 101th post!!!!!

During freshman and sophomore year in college, I told myself na I will never blog. Most of my blockmates, nag blog, but I said I don't think I will need it. I remember saying wala naman ako masusulat...

Past is past. Nagulat ako to see na this my 101th post na pala!!!

Anyway, I had a fun weekend. I enjoyed the AtSCA Night this year, although I really didn't get to meet the new mems (konti lang). So I don't know 60% of atscans now. Pero ok lang, nandyan pa naman yung mga old members na mga friends ko. Na miss ko talaga ang atsca, college and katipunan!!!!

We had an alumni prayer kahapon. It was great. Thanks Bro. Neo!!!!

I'm sleepy na. Will blog this week... maybe longer.